I'd love to start working on my Mermaid novel again.
I really would. But I have two syllabi to finish... and they need to be finished NOW. Class starts Monday for one, Tuesday for the other.
My little devil voices have been whispering... "Why not just get part of it planned, and then you can plan out the rest as you go?"
I'm no fool. I haven't been teaching 20 years for nothing. If I don't plan it out now, I'll be scrambling mid-semester to get it done, and then I'll have papers that need grading, other projects pending, and God only knows what else.
You see, the syllabi seem like hurdles right now... and they sort of are... but they are self-imposed. I could do what the voices say, but I'd be putting off more planning, starting the semester without a crystal clear idea of where the semester will end up, setting myself up for panic later.
And I don't like panic.
Same with novel writing. Only once have I written a whole draft of a novel without planning it out meticulously. And my next "revision" of that novel will mean scrapping 75% of it, minimum. It means more work for me in the long run, not less.
That's why I plan. And that's why I'm off to finish those &%*#(@ syllabi, to save myself a world of time later.
Anything you're in the midst of planning?
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